my sweetest dose of happiness

everyday when i wake up its a daily routine for everyone to grab their phones and check who called, or who texted when they're fast asleep.. yesterday after a long day in Clark for the HotAir balloon fest i was kock out and idle for 16hrs. when i opened my eyes this morning more than 10 messages awaits  to be read, well i expected my significant other would really send me alot since he was the last one i was texting before i fell asleep. sweet thoughts,, he never fails to make me smile with simple words coming out of his mouth, he never fails to make me giggle everytime he send me messages,, oh my..  let me break down some of his simple thoughts that makes my day.. some people dont find it sweet but this make me fall for him everyday.

"mahal naglalakad ako kanina, parang naamoy na naman kita.. tapus ung kamay ko parang inaabot ung kamay mo sa aking likuran automatic, parang tanga lang hahaha!!" Feb 14, 2011 5:07am

"inggit ako sayo kasi tulog kapa hahaha..araw ng mga puso ngayon e araw araw naman araw ng mga puso sa ating dalawa, wag na antin sila sabayan, ung iba mag celebrate bbawi ako ulit sa susunod na araw! i love you ulet.hehe" Feb 14, 2011 5:14am

"ano ba yan pati sa pag higop ko ng taho ikaw naiisip ko, na eenjoy ko bawat higop ko haha" Feb 14, 2011 5:31am

yeah, ,those messages would really make a good strart for me,, and those simple words would really make me love and miss him more. after office we usually talk over the phone, since our schedule is way to different we make sure we never loose our comunication, when his home chat box always open and sharing everything in mind.and yes, we never fail to make "bolahan" our daily dose of "pakilig" to one another.. one of the messages goes like this

Alex: patricia

         patricia??

Pats: baket alex

Alex: If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. 

          If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you

          If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you

Pats: ... speechless..

         therefore..

 Alex: .......<#

             ♥

simple but sweet.. simple things he do or say really means to me, he gives me reason to live and be thankful that even if we we're like 2 different worlds we merged and became one,, he's my one and only, my reason for breathing, my simple manifestation of sincere happiness, my extra oridnary love. i will never trade the world for you Alex you are my everything ♥

a small manifestation of my sincere happiness

since i can no longer go back to sleep i randomly read my previous blogs to see whats the changes in the past f

ew years.. it was quite a lot,, and right now to tell you honestly.. i'm so happy and contented. though i had some good times before too but nothing compares what i feel right now..

is this another love blog? probably.. could be.. since i'm thinking of my significant other right now and how it's going on between us. i'm seriously happy with this man and i just can't help but smile every time i think of him and how he makes me fall for him harder every time we talk, see each other. it's so undefinable, eccentric, peculiar, odd.. i can't even find the right word describing this feeling,, maybe it's extreme happiness.. joy.. my blessing in disguise.

we really had an extra ordinary start, even made the whole world up side down, but nonetheless we're  keeping it going, holding our hands together even the whole world is against us. i care less of what people think, of what they have on mind, we can't please everybody and thats a fact. whats important is how we'll handle it, we're the one making the story of our lives not other people who keeps on whining for what we are right now. yet we're not holding any grudge to anybody, everyone has their own opinion and i seriously respect it.

i can't think of what flowery words to scribble, (i'm not even a good writer.) it's not that i ran out of words, it's just that i'm over whelmed and so blessed having him, being with him. YOU'RE AWESOME ALEX :) i love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me, i love you because you have done more than any creed to make me happy.

cheezzyness is next to Pats, thankful having the best boyfriend in the world! ikaw ang no. 1 sa puso ko, di kita pagppalet kahit si Jason Castro pa yan.XD